I am a magnet … My dreams are happening faster now than I ever imagined……… I am so happy I re-awakened, and removed my biggest obstacle ~ ME!

You can do whatever it is you want no matter where you came from or how many people have told you it doesn’t happen ….. I am here to tell you it can happen….. Love yourself …… believe in yourself and never, ever give up.

It is my passion to get this message to you as I am living proof …..  I am no better than anyone else, and I live a blessed life, but  in the past I caused myself so much pain…. I used to concentrate on what I didn’t have ….

How far away I was from my goals…How difficult being a creative person was ….. How I would never be able to support myself through creative pursuits…… How I wasn’t good enough.

The biggest obstacle for me, was myself…. More than that ….. I didn’t love myself….. I truly didn’t ….. I did everything to hurt myself, be hard on myself, control myself, push myself, test myself , put myself in dangerous situations, over and over again.. self abuse, drug abuse, abusive relationships, eating disorders, (I spent time in an anorexia hospital, until stubbornly I decided that I wasn’t sick and walked out, never to return) and even have had run ins with law ( I bet you can’t picture that!)

You know what though?  Through it all, there was a knocking at the window to my soul, telling me that I was beautiful and  the pain I was causing myself was for a reason…. It was my higher self and it was my purpose….

It was the massive spiritual awakening I had when I was seven years old, when my grandmother died,  coming back over and over again reminding me how amazing I am…… I feel it as a vibration within my body….. for 20 years I ignored what I knew as the truth.  Now I know what a gift I have and I am so grateful. The more I invest in my creativity and connection to spirit the easier life becomes…..  All my struggle was completely self inflicted !!!!!!!!!  It never had to be that hard!

I want to help others… using my gift and connection to spirit and god.  I know there is a team looking after me every day and I know they are looking after you too.

I want to be a shining example for my two daughters,  whom I dedicate the rest of my life making sure they know how beautiful they are inside as well as out, and how loved they are from their Mummy.

I tell my story so girls everywhere don’t have the self loathing I once had, and create the lives of their dreams through self love………